I can’t believe my luck. My hopefully soon to be ex (now not
so hopefully soon) has been out of the house for almost a year. We finally had our first court date for a support hearing scheduled for next month and now it is being
rescheduled. Another month or more away. Why does this take so long?
Really? Rescheduled? Now? How long do I have to live in
suspense? How long do I have to postpone my life? I am not getting any younger.
I have tried not to mind the waiting. I try to stay happy and not think about the loss of control of my own life. I hate waiting for the
support checks that may or may not come this month or next month. I was hoping
that the court would be able to enforce the checks to at least be on time.
I gave up my own sense of security, receiving my own salary for a career I loved. A career where I was respected. People listened to me AND I was taken to lunch!
I gave up my freedom and enjoyment of my own life to help a man
with his freedom and his life. In repayment for my sacrifice, I received
heartache, and indifference. He didn’t appreciate anything I had to offer
because in the end my life had no importance to any one but me. I wish I had known.
Even with all of this, I am so thankful and happy for my children, they are worth everything I have gone through and will go through. I would walk through fire for them.
I've been thinking; If people were forced to go through a divorce before they got married, I bet there would be a lot less marriages. And of course a lot less divorces!
My Cheap Fashion Fix
Charles David
Jessica Suede and Tiger Wedges
Regular price $295
Purchased at Ross
$8.99
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